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Name: April
Gender: Female
Interests: Jesus Christ, pet fish Shrimp, my friends, photography, reading, computer time & sour patch kids
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
8/29/2006
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| "When a guy sweeps you off your feet, it leaves him in the perfect position to drop you on your ass."
I am on my ass
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| So its November. I've recently realized I have no idea what I'm doing with my life. I need an internship and I keep putting it off. I need a plan for next summer/ fall and I keep putting that off too. I have no idea what I want. I feel ill prepared for anything. I know I want to work with graphic design. I feel lazy. I feel like I'm on hold, on pause if you will.
Well, I take that back. I know what I want and what I want is on hold. I want him. No matter what I say, I want him. I want him to come back, I want us to be together. He makes me the most happy. We laugh constantly. We are wonderful together. And He is figuring himself out. So am I. I know that I don't want anyone else.
I've tried to like other people in order for this thing with him to be over. It just leaves me unhappy and missing him more. I'm waiting til he gets back and then we shall see what happens.
"I just think its going to all work out." -Lara
My prayer is that if this isn't going to work that I will see it for myself. That I will be happy with whatever God has for me. Because ultimately He is in control. God, give me a peace about all this. Help me to figure me out as well as what you have for me. I know its great no matter what it is.
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| Recently I've realized somethings - I love wearing high heels, I look damn good in them
- I've picked back up the hobby of reading
- I'm an 8 year old trapped in the body of 21 year old
- I love to play dress up
- My absolute favorite activity is laugh
- Making new friends is something I'm learning to enjoy
- My future, its blank and I'm waiting on God to fill it
- I feel incomplete without Amber and Steph
- There are somethings that just do not feel over with to me
- There's a family in TX and I would love to have the opportunity to meet them
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Homecoming Parade yesterday, I laugh too much sometimes 
Throwing candy to little children was so fun 
Daddy walking me down the field at half time
No I didn't win but everything was very exciting
NGU won the football game & Keri Gibson was the queen
In other news:
1.) The newspaper is going well, last week was the best issue yet. Looking forward to layout tomorrow night.
2.) Designing Kevin's logo and ad by Friday as well as Jessi's wedding invitations today
3.) Finally, everything has died down in my life. October was extremly busy
4.) Halloween is Friday. I'm still trying to figure out my costume
5.) Love life: nothing to tell. Its non exsistant, still.
6.) I'm learning that unless I give it to God first nothing is going to work.
7.) I finally got a work suit.
8.) Looking for an internship, ugh.
9.) I gradute in May and I'm taking 20 hours next semester- shoot me now. Oh well, can't wait to Gradute!
10.) I'm happy, reguardless of how things are going. Things are so much different now. | | |
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